Underneath a Full Moon
I have come to realize that he’s just a guy. A great one, maybe, but not mine. I don’t need to do things to make him love me, because if he wanted to, he would.
Yesterday was a pretty eventful day that drained me not only physically and mentally, but also emotionally. Cold breeze, starless sky, and an empty Sunken Garden (except for a pair of lovers doing something I didn’t bother to know): a perfect evening to smoothly shift from acads mode to emoshitnal1 mode yet again.
After the easier-than-expected final examination in Comm100 where I had to use two pens because it was that long, I finally got to talk with 3 comrades from the collective I belong to, ANAKBAYAN U-wide. I was filled with remorse that I didn’t tell them, especially Master Voltz2, sooner about it. I begged for a punishment for keeping them in the dark for a very long time. I should’ve known better in the first place.
The bright full moon was a witness to the political, religious, and, of course, romantic dialogue between Maymay and yours truly. “I pity you,” she said regarding the current state of my like life. “I pity you for falling for a(n immoral) person (like) him. It must be hard.”
Yes, it is. I pity myself too. But moreso the real aggrieved person in the situation.
SideDish: I was happily munching on some yummy Butterfinger minibars when I noticed a beautiful brand name on top of the wrappers: Nestlé.
Ignorance can lead to sickness. And before anyone asks: Oo, masarap ang pawis, luha, at dugo ng mga manggagawa.3 Honestly, it’s hard to boycott Nestlé. *sighs*
1 - Emotional. Coined by Talamasca.
2 - Chairperson of AB U-wide
3 - Transliteration: Yes, delicious are the workers’ sweat, tears, and blood.
Glad to hear that the final was easier than you expected!! That’s awesome!
love love love… kahit kelan problema.. hehe..
pero once you get it in your system, sarap naman,.. :P
shari,. i know how you feel,.been there done that.. GRR,. umiyak pa ako noon dahil nanligaw sya sa iba.. GRR talaga,.
alam mo ba yung kanta ni jamie rivera? yung pangarap ka na lang ba?
naku,..ganda nun, sabagay magaganda ang mga kanta ni jaime rivera eh
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talaga yatang wala ng pag-asa
upang ako’y ibigin pa
pano mangyayari gayong
ako’y di mo pansin
pano mo malalaman sayo’y may pagtingin
lagi na lamang sa aking isipan
sana nama’y iyong maramdaman
masabi ko na sana
na minamahal kita
doon mo lang malalaman
pag-ibig ko’y hanggang
pangarap ka na lang ba
o magiging katotohanan pa
bakit may mahal ka ng iba
ngunit di bale na
kahit mahal mo sya
mahal naman kita
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yan , kantta ko yan sa aking crush na GRRRR!! haha!!
have anice day muahhh
It’s okay. I’m letting the others rationalize on my behalf, consonant to the certainty that they can do it better than I do (at least for now.) Surmount the shit; we shall, as it is but the natural order of these matters.
Oh, I am quite perplexed… Goodluck sa studies!! ^_^;; Tc…
love, a complicated thing.
yuck! ang corny ko..
anyway… awww,, goodluck sayo!
have a nice day! *hugs*
cheers,
aiRah
Sobrang daming luha na ang aking nailalabas dahil sa blog na ‘to! Tama na! *gets a roll of tissue paper* Hehe.
Waaah! May mention pa ang aking word. Salamat.
Anakbayan ka pala. I think my sis belonged to that group when she was still in college (FYI, she went to UP.) I think. But I’ll ask anyway.
Huh? You’re falling for an immoral dude? How immoral is he? Sya ba yung tipo na walang sinasambang Panginoon? Or is he a gigolo or something? Could you vague that up for us?
Sheesh. I’m so nosy. I’m shutting up.
Anyhoo, I hope you don’t mind that I’ve blog linked ya. Cheers.
Hullo Ate Shari! I’m glad that the finals wasn’t that hard. My own exams are coming up too. Chills and thrills.
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Err..what does she mean by immoral? Anyway. I love Butterfinger. Sayang. Wala na kseng balikbayan na nagbibigay sa amin. Haha. Miss ko na tuloy. :P Take care!
What’s with Nestlé? They have lots of nice sweet products loL!
@Chau: Yeah. Easier, but hella longer.
@Ate Rose: I know the song. Geesh. How appropriate, haha! But then, he already knows that I like him. I’ve told him myself.
@Frances: I don’t know if it’s really okay. I can’t feel it’s really okay. I’m just glad we have our comrades to turn to. And I hope the “surmounting” happens soon.
@Seij: Thanks, man. Good luck with your studies too.
@Airah: Thanks for the comment. Yes, love is indeed a complicated thing.
@Talamasca: Aww dang! Compare the tears you’ve wasted with mine, I’m sure you’d be ashamed of yourself, haha! But of course I have to give you all the credit for the emoshitnal shit. Rawr, yeah go ask your sister. Maybe she’s also AB, that’d be cool. Why? Uhm, basta lang. The guy I like is immoral in every sense of the word, lol. Thanks for linking me. Will return the favor.
@Carla: Good luck. Or should I say condolence instead? As for the immoral part, go read my response to Talamasca.
@Charles: Yeah, they do have lots of nice products. But Nestlé company here in the Philippines hasn’t been giving its workers the benefits they deserve; instead it violates labor rights and all those inhumane things.
If the final was easier than expected, that means you’ll probably do super well.
I think Nestle owns a LOT of things, like… from iced tea to cookies. o__0
boykot nestle pa rin. nadisperse na ko dyan sa cabuyao. badtrip, gusto ko pa naman ng milo.
I like Nestle stuff. Heh.
Anyway, you used two pens during the final? …I like those religious, political and solemn talks between me and my friends. Kind of makes me go soft and all.
Things will get better…well, there’s always the good side to everything, right?
I forgot! My school (Miriam College) is near to UP, right? I’ve been there many times already, because of my old music lessons and my visits to my grandfather. Recently, my mom drove me around and the Sunken Garden is beautiful.
Hey.. it appears that you sounded like you’re okay now (at least more okay than the previous days).. hehehe
by the way, what’s with nestle? Na intriga naman ako! hehehehe…
hmm i didn’t know about the nestle boycott. thanks for the heads up.
@Kathy: Well, I’m hoping I did well, that’s for sure.
@Sanmiguel: Ako naman, adik sa Nido. Badtrip talaga. Anyway, may upcoming integration sa picket sa Nestlé this October. Astig!
@Ellie: Yeah, I and a couple of classmates had to use two pens. Nawalan ng tinta yung isa eh. Haha! Indeed, Sunken Garden is beautiful. Kaya nga popular make-out spot yun eh hehe.
@Ate Ems: No. I’m just trying to sound okay. I don’t want to be “depressed” anymore. As for the Nestlé issue, read my previous response to Charles.
@Aurus: No problem. Anything for the masses, hehe.
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Oh, ditto. I saw that last year pinned on a bulletin board in UST. My cousin used to work for Nestlé, but then again, it was just an internship. =\
It’s hard to fall for any guy in this generation actually. No definite whatsoever. From my experience, there’d be no such guy as Prince Charming anymore. All you could get close to the ideal is the choleric prototype.
I’m not really a fan of sweetmeats. But since there’d be some issue about the labor treatment there, I’d be sure to suppot the boycott.
Ooh Sunken Garden looks really nice. why is it called a sunken garden? lol. Yay for an easy finals. I hope you’re okay.. about the guy thingy.. =| OOh i didnt know there was a boycott on Nestlé.. =/
@Lexie: Nestlé owns everything. Geesh.
@Theresa: Agreed. But maybe, maybe a Prince Charming really exists. Just not the way we want him to be.
@Michelle: Because it sinks every year.
Hah!
Sure sounds like you made out well with the exam. Sounds like you lucked out.
Mmm. Nestlé is the shit. I love it.
I hope you aced the exam. Thanks for your comment. You are so sweet!!! *Hugs* I am slowly getting better from the panic attacks. U ROCK!
Wow… Pretty place… I haven’t been to Sunken Garden. Sounds romantic. =3
juss dropping by to say my website’s back.. with nothing new. haha. ü
nakakainis ka naman shari e!!!!!!! natamaan ako sa quote! nakakainis kaaaaaaa!!!!!
two pens for an exam? wow you’re really quite a writer! haha…
and yeah..its REALLY hard to boycott nestle since they own…oh almost all the products in the grocery. haha.
love is always a problm
I hope you get a good grade on your exam!
LOVE… hurts. *sad..
i get wat u mean. we really cant make the people we love, love us back.. sigh..
Brandy: I hope so. I need to get a good grade because it’s one of my majors this semester.
Lisa Marie: Glad you’re getting better.
Euri: Hmm, it is. If you have someone to call your own, haha! Favorite make-out spot nga raw eh, besides The Lagoon.
Nina: Hah! At least you have a new web log entry, eh?
Gee: Gantihan lang yan, harhar! Birthday gift ko sayo yung quote.
Jenny: No, not really. Mahaba lang talaga yung exam. Six essay questions. About Nestlé, true.
Melle: It’s not really always my problem, that’s why I’m all worked up about it.
Nicolah: Thanks!
Kristine: So cliché eh?
Oh gosh, don’t tempt me! I’m so ready to kill for a Nestle bar right now…
guess what? im back online? Milenyooooooo! hehe.
whasssssapening here?
inlababo. inlabada.
Really? They used to be great. In fact my uncle used to be their employee. Nestle even paid for his studies because the company sees the potential in my uncle.
Aravis: Hehe tempt tempt
Laarni: Webaks! Tagal mo ha!
Ate Ems: Issue long overdue.
I’ve made a blog entry about Nestlé but I can’t post it. I don’t know what it is with web sites that I can’t post anything but comments. Grrr!
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salbahe!!!! hahahahaha pero syet aray ko tlg. sama mo
chocolate is a cure for anything especially the depressed and sad sort of mind.
It’ll be ok.
Though (like)ing people sucks incredibly.
That quote is amazing. I looove it. XD
I hope everything gets better soon! Liking people can be horror to the ultimate degree, but remember.. you’re going to get over them!
Gee: Uy, di kaya. Mabait ako noh! Kaw pa! Hapi bertdey!
Risa: *looks for choco bars*
Danni: How I wish….