Still

I could never forget the day you came into my life
Much as I’d like to, I can’t run and I can’t hide
Those memories are the only things left to me by you
Memories of those moments when I was loving you

I still remember our first conversation
I was overwhelmed with a big sensation
Feelings that I thought would be forever dead
Suddenly took away the raging thoughts in my head

I was hurt once, I want to forget the past
I was afraid to be with you, it all seemed so fast
But I knew it wouldn’t be long till we get together
Coz you’re the only one who convinced me there really is a forever

Now I lie awake, alone and crying
Thinking back on the day our love was dying
It’s hard to let go when you still love a person
Life would be meaningless, it wouldn’t have a reason

“Where is the forever you told me about?”
I cried to the wind in the silence of the night
Then I looked at the stars in the sky up above
And thought that I wouldn’t give you up without a fight

Though I tried really hard to win your love back
You pretended I wasn’t there, you just turned your back
Leaving me alone, crying in the rain
Not knowing if I can handle this unbearable pain

You took away my heart - now there’s nothing left
Loving you caused me pain, but I have no regrets
I thought you’d always help me, I thought you really cared
But now I realized you weren’t even there

Every night I pray to the Lord above
“Please help me, God, I know he wouldn’t be back
Please wake me up and pretend this is all just a bad dream
For now - more than ever - I’m still loving him!”